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10-12-18 // 12:35 pm

unwanted number

NP: Elvis Costello & the Imposters - "Look Now"

I'm at a weird point in my life where I'm struggling with the idea that people need me but none of them have the same time or place in their life for me that I do for them. That's not meant to sound self-pitying or victimized, either. But I'm trying to figure out what to do with that. I guess the next frontier in my lifelong journey of self-improvement is learning to adjust my expectations for reciprocity while retaining that on-call capacity for love and support.

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