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11-29-02 // 9.34 pm so why so sad Sometimes I feel like a collosal failure, that I don't know what else to do. Like I've already stretched to be five men, and I don't know if I can summon up yet another one. Somtimes I hurt. Sometimes I feel like I've let down everyone who's ever counted on me in some way or another, like I've done OK but not quite lived up to expectations. I am so full of love right now that it hurts. Yet for some reason, I'm crying. I want it to stop, now and forever. Maybe I'm being melodramtatic, but I'm also speaking from the heart. Perhaps I'm just a drama queen by nature. Who knows. There's an entry from earlier this evening before this one, with pictures and stupid jokes. Just FYI.
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